Why Do I Have To Scream!

"i wanna scream till theres no voice left to scream out"

Life Sucks.. can you agree on that.. well.. join the freaking club..

this week has been horrible for me.. i mean.. literally sucks the life out of you.. it gets worst every moment.. way to go 2010.. u made my life suck..

u know.. one thing i hate about this world is hypocrites.. yeah im talking bout you dude! just please shut that damn mouth of yours already.. your worst than a chicken butt! i know im not perfect and i dont hide it.. but you dont have to tell the whole world right.. and boast like your perfect.. you know.. some of your friends were right about you.. your just a sad little kid who's stuck in a life of lies.. urgh! u make me sick..
and another thing is.. u blame me for your actions.. hah! and u think that u never did any of those mistake.. the reason i shut my freakin mouth was because i know i was wrong.. unlike u arrogant little dumb boastful bitch.. yea.. i call u bitch cause u aint got no balls for a guy..
you wanna take it on the streets like a man fist to fist on your freakin face.. i dont mind.. ill be happy to bash em up for you..

im trying really hard not to hurt myself.. im trying really hard not to cry.. im trying hard to hold all the four letter words back as im typing and bashing this freaking keyboard! u know how it hurts.. wait.. i forgot.. u dont care.. u only care for yourself.. theres no use talking right..
so might as well blog about it.. like you would care.. u never do..

urgh! it sickens me seeing you..

why does this world have to be so unfair..? why is it so cruel..? why is life so freaking hard..? its hard enough already in school.. and now here..? piss off dude!

hmm.. im sorry Bell that i let it all out on you.. i didnt mean to.. and i dont want to.. but shit happens.. i couldnt help it.. i mistreated you.. your not supposed to be the girl that i let my anger and hate and misery to.. im sorry.. i dont know how i got this way.. i know that its not alright.. so ill try change..

i dont know whats worth fighting for.. i dont know why i have to scream.. i dont know why i instigate and say what i dont mean.. now im clutching my cure.. tiglhtly lock my door.. i try to catch my breath again.. i dont wanna scream but i cant help it.. i gotta let it out.. its like gonna burst from my lungs.. i need you babe.. ): i love you..

you like to think like your never wrong..
you have to act like you someone..
man.. your so trippin.. get a life..