tormented by my thoughts..

everyone has a problem with relationships..
even a guy who has been with many girls still has problems being in a relationship..
even though you know how to win a girls heart.. you still dont know how to be loyal to them..

im feeling the exact way right now..
i dont know if i can take it any longer..
i keep having doubts that u dont really love me anymore..
its like your trying to avoid me..
i know.. im stupid to think that way..
but i cant help it..

i cant stand crying at night.. just thinking bout you..
i cant stand the hurt.. the pain.. inside of me..

cutting myself doesnt make any difference..
i bleed but all the pain is still inside me..
choking me.. killing me slowly..

been emo this past few days..
i just want to know whether u still have feelings for me..
i miss hearing your voice..
now when i call you.. all i hear is the receiver.. beeping.. total silence..
i miss talking to you.. i miss being with you..

ill still wait for you no matter what happens..

just to let you know.. i love you with all my heart..
dont want you to dissapear from my life..