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hey.. whats up..

its March 19. Its a Friday. I'm just gonna update on a little bit of this and that and somewhere in between the lines of what happened this week. oh and yea, there's a reason why i posted up the pic above.

Sunday, went to church. its called New Life Sanctuary. its a nice church ; small, cozy, friendly congregations.
its been long since i went to Sunday mass. met new youths, great kids.. :D mom wants to put me in their hip hop class, since i couldn't attend one with kelvin last time. yea, i church hop.

after church i went to bells place for a while, then went to visit dad in the hospital. yea dad was in the hospital.. then had dinner at bells place. we ordered McD's.

Monday and Tuesday did nothing much. stoned at home.. :D

Wednesday went to KLCC with Bells, Denise, Gab, Josh, Reika and some other peeps that i not know off. and on Thursday i slept my ass off cause i was pissed..

anyways.. back to the original topic. the picture above, what do you see?
all i see is a guy who doesn't care about his father. i used to be like that, my real family was my friends.
but what i learned on Sunday was wealth. you aren't wealthy if you only have lots of money, but you are wealthy when you have a great family beside you all the time.

there was a story during the service.

there was a man who was very rich and he had a child, his one and only son. he could buy gifts for his son without thinking twice. whatever the son wanted, he got it. whatever the son asks, it was on his table.
the father could throw him a party that worth's thousands and thousands of dollars, but the saddest part was, the boy couldn't spend time with the father. the man said,

"Boy, you can only have an hour of my time every week. the rest of the time, ask your mom to talk, play, entertain you etc. don't disturb me"

and the only time that the kid could talk to his dad was once a week at the dinner table on random days.

is that wealth, when you cant even spend time with your dad..?

wealth isn't really about money, no it never was. wealth is about passion towards you loved ones, the great families you have. and since my dad went into hospital. i learned to love him more each day. who knows when he might leave right. I'm still so young, just 17. what am i gonna do if he wasn't there. i still have so much to learn, so much to know about, so much to tell him.

so all you people out there.. love your old man, even if it kills. you never know when will be the last time you tell him you love him. could be tomorrow, could be the next day, could be now when your reading this post. you'll never know.

Bells helped me alot in this situation though, and i dearly love her for that. she was there for me during my ups and downs. when i was mad, she told me the truth, and it didn't hurt.. it was better.

tell you old man you love him.

have a great day.

cheers.

when i said i don't mind, i really do
i just didn't wanna upset you;
when i said its okay, it never was
all of this i did, was out out of love.

I'm Going To The GATSBY Deodorant Streetfair :D

HEY YOU! YEAH YOU!

Guess what.. GATSBY is having its deodorant street fair.. :D

so if you think your sticky and stinky all the time.. re-freshen up yourself at this awesome event..
details below..

• Date: 17th April 2010 (Wednesday)
• Time: 10 A.M till 5 P.M
• Venue: Front Foyer, Ground Floor, Berjaya Times Square, Kuala Lumpur.

so mark your calender's.. and be sure to have an awesome 7 hours of your life. (:

• there's gonna be a lucky draw contest and loads of various cool gadgets and gismos that worth's up to RM15,000 for grabs. O: my oh my.. that's ALOT!

• thers gonna be games and activities too, such as; sumo wrestling (in an air bag suits!) xD, gladiator battles and other fun-tasticly addictive games that can be found in major fun fair attractions. :D

i dont know about you but, im excited.. :D after a hard days of fun at the fair. i cant wait to get my hands on one of the deodorant sprays.. re-freshen up myself..

anyways.. i won't hesitate if i were you. check out the site www.gatsby.com.my/streetfair
ill be seing you guys there then.. :D
were gonna have FUN FUN FUN!!



cheers..

Remenisence, It kills..

March 11, yeap its a usual day for me ; wake up, school, come back, either out for sports or sleep or my usual movie marathon, online, sleep again.

well, march 10th wasn't a normal day, today wasn't a normal day. i don't know but ive been feeling a little lot more sucky than any usual day.

school was bullshit today. i don't know why but it feels, different. while i was waiting for my car to arrive, thought about what kelvin told me the other day he said...

"you know, when we dont have someone to text we'll feel bored, but if we have someone to text, we'll feel annoyed"

it might not make sense but, it made sense to me.. i some sort of way..
i don't know why, i think of the past more often now. i don't want to but its like im not controlling my mind.

well.. i seriously don't know what to think.. what to do.. what to say.. im stuck, in the middle of nothing. im falling an endless fall. drifting apart, further and further. i want to come back.

i just want you to be there. i hate it when people asked me how am i with you, and i have to fake a smile and say "were good".

most of my friends say their jealous to see me and you posting pictures of ourselves. im lucky to have someone like you. i really am. but your so much better for me.. im just a kid who lives in a normal house. whose dad only owns one landed property, who owns one car. a mom that has an average job and a normal housewife.

well.. all i can say is.. Bells.. you know that i love you very much, and i dont want you to disappear, dont want you to lose from my sight. your special, i mean it. i can say it from my heart and my tummy will tingle when i say it. whatever it is, im trying to make it work between us. everything i ever did, was for you. i love you girl.

it doesnt make sense, but it will sooner or later

xx

Back At One :D

hello mello the names Kello Jello Bello yo~

its been long since i last update, say around erm... *looks back at post* two weeks or so.. yea.. O:

well, new updates for this week.. :D
went to the museum to get information and do researches and look at artifacts for our report regarding to the history of Malaysia. O: its really hard and you need to do a presentation on power point. thank God i had a great team members.

team members were;

• leader - Sapphy
• Assistant - Esther
  

well, the rest doesn't matter. xD it was a boring yet fun day cause of the cam-whoring and the cam-whore's. :D

did a jump shot. awesome yet retarded

seriously, i looked super weird.. xD


and yea.. so that was pretty much that was fun during the whole week.

and also Shanie was a great person to talk to when your pissed or down and even shitty all around. ;D we did stupid drawings.. and yea.. Chowder fail sial..

An Awesome Failure


and also yea, i wrote another song. gonna get members for me and chris' soon to be established band. :D

and yea.. inspiration for meh new songs from Alyssa Bernal. :D great singer..
so far i've wrote three songs now. wont post lyrics up here cause dont really wanna show the peepz.. *stealers*

yea the titles are; Memories, She Was Once Unknown, and 27th November ;D

so basically those were the things i did *excluding going out* the entire week. pretty much awesome lah~

and i cant wait for next week. Bells coming down. cant wait to see my love. :D i miss her so much. cant wait to hold you in my arms dear. ♥

aight then.. will update soon.. cheers..
this sat.. going to watch alice in wonderland. :D

One - Your like a dream come true
Two - Just wanna be with you
Three - Girl its plain to see
That you're the only one for me

i l♥ve you