I'm So Lost Without You

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.........I'm lying alone with my head on the phone,
Thinking of you till it hurts..
.........I wish i could carry your smile in my heart,
For times when my life felt so low..
.........I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you.
I'm all out of love, what am i without you?



I don't know how to start. I just feel like there's something inside of me that i cant let go off.



Do you know how it feels like when there's so many things to think about, until you couldn't think of anything anymore. It's just like, there's so many things piling up in my mind like;School, after school life, Isabell. Yeah, all that, especially Isabell. I just miss her a lot. It's like i have 'Obsessive-compulsive disorder' and shes the obsession i have towards.


By the way Bells..
When we talked on the phone, i wanted to tell you something, but i dont know how to put the words together. I just feel so weird talking to you yesterday. I don't know why..


Anyways..
Have you ever cried for no reason? Do you get sad suddenly? Do you think of things that might happen in the future? Well, i seriously cant think straight now. Cant sleep well for two nights now.
I don't know why..

Okay, i mean, who gives a damn about what i wanna say here right. I just feel shitty for some reason. I cant even type out what i want to say.

I seriously cant think of what to let out. Its still inside of me but i don't know what is it.
All i know is i miss her alot. Cant sleep when i think of her. it comes out as another thought obtuseness of preposterous thinking.

*sigh* Bells, i just miss you a lot..




♥