The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don’t really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn’t finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

Been black and blue before
There’s no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback’s such a waste
You’re invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light

One day
maybe u'll wake up
With nothing but “you're sorrys”
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me

bled by a beautiful rose..

camp is coming soon.. (: cant wait.. well.. we have lots of boys that will be coming.. not much girls though.. ): sad..
anyways.. 2 more weeks till camp.. xD too excited.. this is the 1st school camp that reminds me of church camp.. whee..!

"okay.. updates on the past week.."

went back to school after a long mid term break.. it was kinda okay at the first week but it got boring after the second week.. went back to school.. didnt see much peeps around.. was bored the whole week.. no one to talk to except gong.. new kids came to the school.. their sitting in the same transporter as me.. (:
get to go back late now.. coz the aunty has to make 2 trips.. whee.. get to stay back late in school.. well.. yea. thats all i guess.. boring days in school..

anyways check this sign out..

THIS IS SPARTA!!

haha.. cute eh.. damn kids went to vandalise this thing.. xD



well.. things isn't going that well though.. had to make choices..
really tough choices.. the Pipers came to our school the on Friday..
gotta make choices in life.. bad and good ones.. well.. dont make bad
decisions of course..
i dont really know what to do though.. stuck with problems in life..
and relationship issues..

someone told me.. if you really love that person.. give her all you got..
dont flirt with others so she knows that u really mean it..
i gotta set my priorities right.. no more flirting..
even if its hard for me.. i gotta try change.. its all for the greater good..

well.. i have lots of things to change and make choices on..
cant do it on my own.. but ill make it through with Christ who strengthens me..

where are you when i needed you.. ;
my heart was bled by a beautiful rose..

tagged by paullyn.. 100 question..

001. Real Name: Keiffer James Barry
002. Nickname(s): Fer-fer.. Jamey.. Strawberry.. Kiwi.. -__- (thanks to beebee..)
003. Age: 16 going on 17..
004. Horoscope: sagitarius.. but don’t believe in them..
005. Gender: male..
006. Elementary: Chinese Pre-K (dunno the name)
007. Primary School: Chinese school ( oso dunno the name)
008. Secondary School: Dumb malay school and nice Grace Resource Centre
010. Hair Colour: Black & brown
011. Hair Length: short..
012. Loud or Quiet: Depends on my mood.. (:
013. Sweats or Jeans: both.. jeans when im not running.. sweats when im working out..
014. Phone or Camera: Phone..
015. Health Freak: YES!
016. Drink or Smoke: drink.. xD
017. Do you have a crush on someone: YES.. ):
018. Eat or Drink: EAT!
019. Piercings: none.. gonna get soon..
020. Tattoos: a tribal sun at my belly button.. soon.. xD
021. Social or Anti-Social: social..
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: I say none lar..
024. First relationship: 11..
025. First Best Friend: James Too.. (: miss ya bro..
026. First Award: erm.. forgot d lar..
027. First Kiss: cant say.. xD
028. First Pet: fighting fish.. red color.. (:
029. First Big Vacation: cant remember.. so small that time..
030. First Love at first sight: had one..
031. First Big Birthday: sweet 16.. cool 10.. and happy 5..
032. First Surgery: when I was born.. xD
033. First sport you joined: fencing.. selangor athletes fencing association
034. Orange or Apple juice: orange.. more vitamin c..
035. Rock or Rap: rock and pop..
036. Country or Screamo: both..
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: er.. none..
038.Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera: christina..
039. Night or Day: night..
040. Sun or Moon:Moon
041. TV or Internet: internet.. don’t watch tv much..
042. Playstation or Xbox: Playstation
043. Kiss or hug: BOTH but seriously depends on who!
044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle! They are cute!
045. Spider or bee: none.. bee hurts.. spider kills.. ):
046. Fall or spring: fall.. cooling..
047. Limewire or iTunes: u-torrent.. xD
048. Soccer or baseball: baseball.. I dunno how kick to ball..
049. Eating: erm.. I dunno.. but it was nice..
050. Drinking: orange juice..
051. Excitement level: when im happy with my frenz.. I go super duper hyper..
052. I’m about to: sleep.. finish doing this tag.. lol..
053. Listening to: Come Holy Spirit..
054. Plan for today: work out.. do atleast 2 books..
055. Waiting for: bed time.. xD
056. Energy Level: 30% left.. so tired..
057. Thinking of someone: yes.. ):
058. Want kids?: yes.. one girl one boy.. xD
059. Want to get married?: duh.. want kids of coz wan to marry lar..
060. When?: when I have lots og money.. and can support my mom and dad and my family..
061. How many kids do you want: 2
062. Any name on the mind: erm.. sure go Barry at the end. xD
063. What do you want to do: nothing..
065. Mellow future or wild: wild.. mellows boring..
066. Something you would never try : eating poop

067. When do you want to die: when I have live my life to the max
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes! Shows expressions..
069. Romantic or Funny?: both..
070. Shorter or Taller?: shorter.. xD
071. Protective or Caring?: caring..
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: romantic..
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: nice body.. xP
074. Sensitive or Loud?: erm.. both..
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: both.. xP
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: both..
077. Muscular or normal: wait.. is this question all bout me..? or my type of partner..?
078. Kissed a stranger: erm.. yea..
079. Broken a bone: nope..
080. Lost glasses or contacts: don’t wear one..
081. Ran away from home: 3 times..
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: knife..
083. Killed somebody: nope.. im a good boy..
084. Broken someone’s heart: yea.. im sorry.. ):
085. Had your heart broken: Yea.. well.. I got over it..
086. Been arrested: in a mall.. once.. xD
087. Cried when someone died: yes.. haih.. he was just a kid..
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: yea.. ^^
089. Yourself: whats this..?
090. Miracles: yes.. God showed me miracles..
091. Love at first sight: yea.. xD twice..
092. Heaven: I believe..
093. Santa Claus: hohoho.. im 16 now.. cant fool me..
094. Tooth Fairy: my mom was the tooth fairy.. -__-
095. Kiss in the first date: yea..
096. Angels: mighty helpers of God..
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: YOU!
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?: yea.. okok lar..
099. Do you believe in God?: DUH!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people: Lazy tag ppl lar.. sorry..

btw.. sorry posted your tag late paullyn..

Tagged By Paullyn

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real - nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Keiffer James Barry
2. A four Letter Word : Kick
3. A boy's Name : Keneth
4. A girl's Name : Katherine
5. An occupation : Kickboxer
6. A color : no color woth K lar.. zz try cheat me eh..
7. Something you'll wear : Khakis
9. A food : Kentucky fried chicken
10. Something found in the bathroom: none oso.. zz
11. A place : Kuala Lumpur
12. A reason for being late: K
13. Something you'd shout : K-JAMES RULES!
14. A movie title: KRONIKLES OF NARNIA.. malay version.. (idea from qi sheun)
15. Something you drink: Kelp soup..?
16. A musical group : Korn
17. An animal : none lar..
18. A street name : none oso.. zz
19. A type of car : Kancil..?
20. The title of a song : Kiss me thru tha phone..

so hard wan all..

lazy to tag ppl.. xD

Getting used to certain stuffs..

mood 'o' meter [5/10]

yoyoyo..

sup ya'll.. im back.. okay.. i noe.. talking like a homie is lame..

anyways.. today i learned that a fedora and a capone hat is kinda like the same..

only a fedora is smaller and a capone is a little bigger and its what the mafias wore..

this is a capone hat

this is a fedora

well.. anyways.. both of em looks good.. gotta get me one of them.. xD

by the way.. went to watch State Of Play.. it hasn't come out yet tho.. watched a premiered preview of it 1st.. xD haha.. it was a great movie.. its bout a good guy being the bad guy thingy kinda show..

well.. its been long since i sat on the Ikano shuttle bus.. remembered the times when me and my friends used to head to the curve just to play basketball.. we were imagining that the Ikano coach was our tour bus and stuff.. kinda lame.. haha.. miss those times..

today sat in the bus again.. (: was going to Cineleisure to catch the premier.. the weirdest thing is.. my fam was with me.. never sat in the bus with my family before..

since dad sold the car.. its been dificult to get here and there.. well.. he couldnt get a new car yet coz the economy is kinda bad.. and he doesnt likes to use credit cards that much.. says that "it makes us in dept"
well.. my dad uses the company car once in awhile tho.. to get groceries and stuffs..

well.. i gotta get used to this kinda stuff now then.. especialy when your a city boy.. who doesnt like to walk much and take public transport.. and depends on cars all the time.. even if its hard.. haha.. miss having a car tho.. my dad says.. i need to walk more.. makes me more healthier.. and mom keeps saying..

"how come you can walk to LRT station even if its far away if you want to go out with friends? but canot walk to giant even if its down the street?"

haha.. i find it weird tho.. y cant i walk to giant even if its near..

well.. gotta learn to get used to walking now..
anyways.. holidays is gonna be over soon..
enjoy your holidays before it ends.. xD

cheers..

late night post..

hey guys.. cant sleep.. dont really know wat to do..
well.. went school today .. even its a holiday.. went there just to hang out for fun.. xD

anyways.. havent update in a while tho..

well.. heres some random pics i took.. enjoy..

*blog post will be at the bottom..

what we have here is a.. erm.. angel in a glass.. dont really know wats it called.. found it in my room tho.. it look cool.. so im using it as my night light.. xD

still wondering how they made this unique sculpture.. the angels are made out of cotton.. and its in a glass..

~More RANDOM pics~

"random smiley face"

"jellybeans on the left" YUM!

"was bored"

a picture of candles Ms. Cath gave me.. i edited it..

today.. went to school.. coz Hazel asked me to come.. well.. i had nothing to do at home.. so went to school.. dad dropped me off early.. reached there bout 7..

barely had a sleep too last night.. slept only at 4.. gah!! was talking to Emily & Shan.. "both also gila David A." added them in the convo and all i read was.. DAVID!! DAVID!! DAVID!! haha.. girls.. haih..

well.. waited for hazel in school.. Mr. Fan arrived 1st.. then hazel.. then raqcuel.. then roberts.. then emily.. then sarah.. we all did work at 1st.. then slacked off chitchating.. had McD's for lunch..

oh and yea.. played this lame game called "skip-bo".. it was seriously lame.. coz the guys were always loosing due to our slow reflexes.. -__- but it was fun.. xD

yea.. thats what happened today.. holiday is kinda boring nowadays.. no one can go out.. haih..
missing school every minute now.. cant believe im saying this..

had a trip to Kuala Selangor the other day.. it was fun.. watched nature.. it stinks and bites.. yea.. thats nature.. xD

well.. i guess thats all.. lazy write more lar.. aight then.. c ya on my next post.. cheers..