Update, 25th Jan 11'

I wish i could squeeze someone's face like that.

Hey peeps! its been long since I've updated. well, i have tons to update on but i don't seem to have the time to do that and I've got so many on my mind right now. total stress you know.

I've been thinking of changing my blog format. i'm gonna take pictures that i see everyday in my daily life. now that i don't really have a camera anymore. i'll just be using my cell phone to snap some views. it might not be good but i'll try put my photography skills in one piece of crap that gives me problems everyday and clears my problem sometimes. what do you think huh? leave a comment and let me know. 

well, as you all know. i went to Secondhand Serenade's concert with Bells. surprised her in school *you should see the look on her face* on the 11th and met the band on the12th of Jan and took some shots from both of the days. so, do you guys want me to post on blogger and write a post about it or not? let me know as well.

ah yes, not forgetting college. it's a killer! class time is HELL because i can't set it myself. what more if you intend to become a chef who owns possibly the best restaurant in Malaysia or maybe the South East Asia. it's tough work and the time isn't as flexible as you think. everything is just so stressful and tiring now. i know, its just the first few weeks and i'm not boasting. i'm stating the fact that it is. 

well, i have so many things to write about and start my photoblog, my cooking blog, gonna start up a tumblr after say i get a camera. oh yeah, and me and Bell's plan to buy a digital cam for ourselves since our own (SONY) had the same problem and died, crashed and burned. so yeah, we're gonna invest on one that is good and use it for our own purposes only. 

and yeah, just a to let all of you lovely people who takes time to read my blog out there know. i'll be active on blogger again on the 1st of February or maybe earlier.

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CHEERS!

i took the time to mention 'YOU' in it.

What a weekend

hey, wassup..

updates, updates on what i did during the weekend..

well, its been a hectic, rough, depressing, lousy, fun week i suppose..

so on Saturday, i went to the Music Room's Music Unwind students recitals. they were good for beginners. then after that chatted around, nick was amazingly open minded and proposed some stuff for Emmanuel. probably we could get the band to perform there and maybe bring Chris to start his magic business there. :D if he wants to that is.

so after the recital, i went to curve for dinner at Marché with my parents. it was Earth Hour during dinner so the restaurant was dark and still i enjoyed my dinner. was supposed to head to Sunway for earth hour and went to battle of the bands but parents had things on so i went with them instead. from what i heard ; "once upon a time there was a sausage name bob" won. :D

check the pictures out here.. EarthHour2010-botb

Then on Sunday did nothing much, just stoned to death. so Sunday came and passed and then Monday came. We Bend Pink Forks, yea its We Bend Pink Forks now ; had our first practice with our own composed song. it turned out rusty cause no one got the hang of it. so there's another one next week.

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our website is still under construction and so is our Facebook fan page. once we've recorded some tracks, then a Facebook group page and Myspace page will be created and all the pages will be open for all..

do subscribe to us to get updates and info's on our band. its still under construction though so yea. just follow and receive updates. "We Bend Pink Forks" click please.

we need a bassist and female lead singer. (:

you can also mail us at: contact@webendpinkforks.com

so yea.. thats pretty much about it.. (:
support indie bands for Malaysia..

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okay, enough ranting about my band. Tuesday and today ain't such a good day. i just doubt stuff, but i hope it will never happen. i hope that things i doubted wouldn't come true. and that Shanice, she isn't there when i need to spill something out on her. now its overflowing and i'm almost drowned. where are you! O:

sigh.. well, life is hard ain't it. if it was so easy, it ain't life then.
anyways, love the one who love you the most. you can never find another person like them no more. love the one that doesn't love you back too.. cause thats all you can do, no matter how hard and hurtful it is.







i didn't like today..


cheers.

Remenisence, It kills..

March 11, yeap its a usual day for me ; wake up, school, come back, either out for sports or sleep or my usual movie marathon, online, sleep again.

well, march 10th wasn't a normal day, today wasn't a normal day. i don't know but ive been feeling a little lot more sucky than any usual day.

school was bullshit today. i don't know why but it feels, different. while i was waiting for my car to arrive, thought about what kelvin told me the other day he said...

"you know, when we dont have someone to text we'll feel bored, but if we have someone to text, we'll feel annoyed"

it might not make sense but, it made sense to me.. i some sort of way..
i don't know why, i think of the past more often now. i don't want to but its like im not controlling my mind.

well.. i seriously don't know what to think.. what to do.. what to say.. im stuck, in the middle of nothing. im falling an endless fall. drifting apart, further and further. i want to come back.

i just want you to be there. i hate it when people asked me how am i with you, and i have to fake a smile and say "were good".

most of my friends say their jealous to see me and you posting pictures of ourselves. im lucky to have someone like you. i really am. but your so much better for me.. im just a kid who lives in a normal house. whose dad only owns one landed property, who owns one car. a mom that has an average job and a normal housewife.

well.. all i can say is.. Bells.. you know that i love you very much, and i dont want you to disappear, dont want you to lose from my sight. your special, i mean it. i can say it from my heart and my tummy will tingle when i say it. whatever it is, im trying to make it work between us. everything i ever did, was for you. i love you girl.

it doesnt make sense, but it will sooner or later

xx

Insomniac depression

It's close to four in the morning. I'm still awake. Why..?

as time flies by, I'm sitting here in my room all alone. Thinking of you. I miss you. I miss your voice. I can't sleep. Counting sheep's used to help, but now it doesn't have any effect.

I know last night was my fault. I can clearly see that I was wrong. I was pissed because i thinked of something. I didn't wanna think. It just came to my mind like a gun that was shot right trough my head without me even realising that im already dead. And because of what i thinked, it made you pissed. I'm sorry

when you called i didn't wanna talk. i rejected your call, so i said talk online. there's a reason why i wanted to talk online though. before you called, you replied me kinda late, and then to see that you were having conversations with Malcolm made me pissed and jealous. i know I'm freaking childish. how stupid of me. I'm sorry

then you called saying that you cant talk before bed. i blamed you. again im sorry

now I'm looking at my phone, pondering at the words you said
"we still can text"
but i dont know what to text out. i just want you, beside me. i was waiting maybe you'll text first. im still waiting. as i pace my room trying to tire myself. i still cant fall asleep babe. i need you.
your voice is my lullaby, you telling me how your day went is my bedtime story. I miss you.

my heart is aching and I'm tired, but I'm still awake. why am i so obsessed with you? why am i so emotional?

the words to end this blog are the same words that i text you as i try to fall asleep..

I Love You Babe.


♥

I'm So Lost Without You

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.........I'm lying alone with my head on the phone,
Thinking of you till it hurts..
.........I wish i could carry your smile in my heart,
For times when my life felt so low..
.........I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you.
I'm all out of love, what am i without you?



I don't know how to start. I just feel like there's something inside of me that i cant let go off.



Do you know how it feels like when there's so many things to think about, until you couldn't think of anything anymore. It's just like, there's so many things piling up in my mind like;School, after school life, Isabell. Yeah, all that, especially Isabell. I just miss her a lot. It's like i have 'Obsessive-compulsive disorder' and shes the obsession i have towards.


By the way Bells..
When we talked on the phone, i wanted to tell you something, but i dont know how to put the words together. I just feel so weird talking to you yesterday. I don't know why..


Anyways..
Have you ever cried for no reason? Do you get sad suddenly? Do you think of things that might happen in the future? Well, i seriously cant think straight now. Cant sleep well for two nights now.
I don't know why..

Okay, i mean, who gives a damn about what i wanna say here right. I just feel shitty for some reason. I cant even type out what i want to say.

I seriously cant think of what to let out. Its still inside of me but i don't know what is it.
All i know is i miss her alot. Cant sleep when i think of her. it comes out as another thought obtuseness of preposterous thinking.

*sigh* Bells, i just miss you a lot..




♥

Why Do I Have To Scream!

"i wanna scream till theres no voice left to scream out"

Life Sucks.. can you agree on that.. well.. join the freaking club..

this week has been horrible for me.. i mean.. literally sucks the life out of you.. it gets worst every moment.. way to go 2010.. u made my life suck..

u know.. one thing i hate about this world is hypocrites.. yeah im talking bout you dude! just please shut that damn mouth of yours already.. your worst than a chicken butt! i know im not perfect and i dont hide it.. but you dont have to tell the whole world right.. and boast like your perfect.. you know.. some of your friends were right about you.. your just a sad little kid who's stuck in a life of lies.. urgh! u make me sick..
and another thing is.. u blame me for your actions.. hah! and u think that u never did any of those mistake.. the reason i shut my freakin mouth was because i know i was wrong.. unlike u arrogant little dumb boastful bitch.. yea.. i call u bitch cause u aint got no balls for a guy..
you wanna take it on the streets like a man fist to fist on your freakin face.. i dont mind.. ill be happy to bash em up for you..

im trying really hard not to hurt myself.. im trying really hard not to cry.. im trying hard to hold all the four letter words back as im typing and bashing this freaking keyboard! u know how it hurts.. wait.. i forgot.. u dont care.. u only care for yourself.. theres no use talking right..
so might as well blog about it.. like you would care.. u never do..

urgh! it sickens me seeing you..

why does this world have to be so unfair..? why is it so cruel..? why is life so freaking hard..? its hard enough already in school.. and now here..? piss off dude!

hmm.. im sorry Bell that i let it all out on you.. i didnt mean to.. and i dont want to.. but shit happens.. i couldnt help it.. i mistreated you.. your not supposed to be the girl that i let my anger and hate and misery to.. im sorry.. i dont know how i got this way.. i know that its not alright.. so ill try change..

i dont know whats worth fighting for.. i dont know why i have to scream.. i dont know why i instigate and say what i dont mean.. now im clutching my cure.. tiglhtly lock my door.. i try to catch my breath again.. i dont wanna scream but i cant help it.. i gotta let it out.. its like gonna burst from my lungs.. i need you babe.. ): i love you..

you like to think like your never wrong..
you have to act like you someone..
man.. your so trippin.. get a life..

Good & Bad Times

Hey peeps.. haven't been updating my blog for quite sometime.. Earnings from Nuffnang went up tho.. (:

So, this week wasn't the best week i had, last week was okay, hopefully next week will be the bomb..

Anyways.. HAPPY HALLOWEEN.. (:

BOOGLA UGLA WOOGLA!

*edit* if you guys were wondering.. yea this post has been stalled since 31st October..

31st October Halloween.. it was a great week.. horror stuff.. ghost.. vampires and freaky things.. it was cool.. went for dress up party.. no pics of it.. sorry.. cant take pics in that club.. ):
Dad bought lottsa candy.. i don't know why tho.. its not like someones gonna ring our doorbell and comes trick or treating right.. haha.. anyways.. the pumpkin was carved by my brothers friend.. great aint' it.. (: pictures more at the bottom..





and yea.. i went to Two From Galilee.. i know i know.. Ive been blabbering bout it for a couple of weeks now.. yea.. its just an awesome play.. and LOOK.. i have an extra ticket.. one is torn and one isn't.. what a waste.. my mom didn't wanna go.. so she said donate the ticket to someone.. but no one wanted..




so yea.. i pretty much celebrated my previous week nicely.. (:
had fun..

then the week after came.. it sucks.. a lot.. >.< for most of you who didn't know.. i just got robbed.. yea.. sucks to be me.. ):

It was Sunday and i was suppose to attend Joyce's birthday.. went out around 2pm, wanted to meet Isaac Thong at the LRT station.. didn't wanna ask parents to send cause i didn't wanna bother them so i walked instead of taking a cab.. it was near so yea, and while i was walking.. i was flashing my phone (a dumb thing to do).. so before reaching the LRT.. two guys on a bike came asking me for address..

they said..
"Where about is SS14, do you know?" and my Malay sucks so i don't really know how to give directions in Malay.. so i just say (pergi situ pastu sana) Then the passenger asked me if i was Malay or not, am i a foreigner, do i smoke weed and he said he was a Cop.. so i said "I'm Eurasian and i am a Malaysian.. you wanna see my I.D" then he said never mind.. so i tried to give directions in Malay and it was very bad..

Then the rider raised his voice and said "Do you know the place or not!" so i got frightened and the passenger asked why am i trembling, and he wanted to check me for drugs.. i told him i don't take drugs and he grabbed me and searched me and took my phone out..

I realize he wasn't a cop when i saw his tattoo on his hand.. so i struggled to get out of his grip and tried to fight back.. he was on his bike though when he grabbed me.. by the time i got out from his grip he got my wallet and phone in his hand already.. i tried to push him of the bike, but the bike turned the other way round facing the main road.. i pulled the passenger till he almost fell.. but he didn't.. i don't know why.. >.< then they ran off..

an elderly uncle an aunt witnessed on what happened.. so i ask the aunt for her phone to call 999 and then the uncle sent me home.. i was so in shock i couldn't even open my house grill.. >.< reached home mom was shocked.. then she called friends up to cancel my plans..

then after making a police report we went to KLCC to shop and cool myself down.. Dad bought 2 new phones for me and him but mom said she doesn't want me to lose a new phone again so she gave me her old phone.. ): its not that old tho.. just a couple of months..

so yea.. i couldn't sleep for the past few days.. i feel regret and disappointed.. i mean.. i could do something to stop them.. but i wasn't quick enough.. why didn't i take a cab instead.. why should i go out at that time.. );

anyways.. awards night is coming soon.. haven't bought my clothes yet.. i plan to wear jeans instead.. heh.. yea.. anyways.. i changed my number.. haven't got back my old number.. so whoever wants my number.. PM me kay.. (only to those peeps who has my old contact num) Kay.. im gonna go off.. have a great week y'all.. be careful out there.. the street isn't a safe place like it used to be before..

i will never let you fall,
ill stand up with you forever..
ill be there for you trough it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.. ♥

Roses are red, Violets are blue. My blood is red, when its cut by you.

I don't know where to start. I don't really know how to put in in words, its just stuck in my head. A vision of it. It just tortures me at night. That's the reason why i cant sleep at night. Cant erase it from my head. It just hurts me to think of that.

From the looks of it, I think I'm stupid. A fool, A sucker, A dork and A Jerk. All just because of LOVE. The four letter word that kills every being in this earth. The word that made most people heartbroken and depressed by it. Love isn't a bad thing, but its the person that your in love with.

I used to think that, everything will be okay. But it didn't, it never went okay. I seriously don't really know what to think know. I'm hearing things here and there, don't know if i should believe in them or not. It sucks you know.

I used to think, whether its because of what i used to do. I know i wasn't treating my ex well and I'm really sorry for that. Not everyone is perfect right. Not everyone can keep to their words. So it was meant for me too. That's what i used to think.

But.. what happened to all the good things i ever did? Why aren't there any good things happening around me? Why does it always have to fall down the drain when everything's going so perfect? Why..? I find that there's no use questioning it. It has already passed anyway. But do I deserve this? When all i care was you and no one other. When i had to get into trouble, just because i had to do something for you. Do i deserve it, to be left alone.

It happened again, why? why is it when you love someone it dont always go the right way? When all u did was help that someone with problems, cared for them, gave them your shoulder when they need it. And guess what, u got rejected for some guy down the road.

Its just so messed up. Its true that if life has no ups and downs, it wouldn't be life. But come to think of it, its so damn unfair to some of us in this world.

I feel like, I'm just a stupid guy who falls for something really easy and doesn't know that something bad is gonna hit him down the road, that doesn't care for himself but cares for the one he loves and cared most. Which is very stupid of me to do that. But I've learned my lesson. Its better not to bother about things that u really care the most because one day, down the road, its all gonna shatter into pieces.

I don't know why, it just bothers me..
Maybe its just an emotional breakdown or shitty EMO feelings..
caused by hearing to much rumors and tales and gossips here and here..
whatever it is, i'm not gonna think much bout it..

letting everything go.
whatever happens, happens.

Without YOU makes a lonely September..

I'm sittin here all by myself just tryin to think of something to do..
Tryin to think of something.. anything just to keep me from thinking of you..
But you know it's not working out.. cause you're all that's on my mind..
One thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind..
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself that you're not the one for me..
But the more I think, the less I believe it and the more I want you here with me..
You know the holidays are coming up and i don't want to spend them alone..
it will just kill me if I'm on my own..
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar..
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far..

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did..

Now its a lonely month for me..

do you even know that i love you..?

P/S will post on how my week went tomorrow..

feelings leads to an empty valley...

i met a winding road thats taking me to places that i didnt want to go.. and in a blink of an eye.. im holding on to something.. i dont even know why
i tried to read between the lines, i tried to look in your eyes.. i want a simple explanation for what im feeling inside.. im trying to find a way out.. gotta get out.. maybe there is a way out.. but i cant move a muscle i cant even pick up the phone.. i dont know why..
i just found out why..

i was love struck..




but i have something doubting inside.. and..

i wish i could tell you..

do you know your voice was the soundtrack of my summer..? do you know your unlike any other..? do you know that your eyes are the brightest of all the colors..? i would never love another.. i wish u were the thunder and im the rain..

now im walking on a tight rope.. im wrapped up in vines..
im confused on my feelings.. on what i should do..

so this post goes to you.. even if you dont know who YOU are..

i think its time to let it go.. my feelings towards you.. its hard for me to do it.. but its for the greater good..

i think you knew that i liked you, that i loved you.. everyone said its obvious.. well, i cant really tell if it was obvious or not..

the reason why i didnt confess my feelings was because.. i didnt want to make you hurt.. i didnt want you to end up hating me for being with you..
i was thinking.. thinking very long the other day.. that im not good in keeping relationships steady.. i dont know why though..
so.. im going to do what is best for you.. even if it hurts me..
i know i cant forget you.. i will still love you.. ill still miss you.. missing you more each second..

but i dont think i can let go.. it will still be just the same.. continue repeating like before.. i will still love you.. i still cant forget bout you..
i dont know if i should let my feelings go..

im trapped in a valley with my feelings.. im stuck in a middle of nowhere drowned by my feelings.. i dont know what to do..

..i still love you.. thats all i know..

holding on to hopes that doesnt even exist..
confused and doesnt know what to do..

when love comes around.. it plays my feelings..

can i tell you how i feel..? tell me if i can.. i want to know more about you.. your secrets.. tell me if i can..
i think i love you.. but i cant be sure.. i think im in love with you.. but im to secure..
i dont wanna tell you.. i dont think you'd understand.. i wish i can come to you with a rose on my hand..
i think i love you my dear friend.. but i dont think you love me back.. what is wrong with me..?
i dont wanna tell you i love you.. because i think you'll see.. guess im dumb to think of that..
my rose at hand and a feelings in my heart.. i wish i could let it out to you..

the reason why im not telling you yet is because i dont want to make you hurt if i think my feelings is just playing with me.. i dont even know whether its an infatuation or real..
your like a precious angel and i dont wanna influence you on stuffs that i get into..
i dont want you to be the one i throw all my feelings on if im down, sad or mad..

"i was born to tell you i love you" but isnt that a song already.. i know im not that good in being original.. but i think i do love you.. i think i really was born to say i love you..

i think i really do..

Creo que te amo, creo que hacer ♥

The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don’t really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn’t finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

Been black and blue before
There’s no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback’s such a waste
You’re invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light

One day
maybe u'll wake up
With nothing but “you're sorrys”
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me

i love you grampa..

Just had a bad news yesterday.. my grandad has Meningitis..
and hes in bad condition.. well.. i dont really know what to apart from praying..

i dont really know him that well too.. its like the last time i saw him was when i was nice or ten..
and the last time i saw him wasnt a beautiful sight.. u know why.. family probs.. ):
but i still love my gramps.. even though what happen years ago..

well.. i dont know when will i see you again.. but i just hope you'll be safe n healthy.. dont want you to leave now.. you'll always be in my prayers grampa..
love you for all the things you have tought me..
what youve bought for me.. the moments you spend with me..
ill remember all those memories forever.. i love u gramps..
just dont leave your family behind yet..
dont leave grandma alone.. she still needs you.. she needs your love and care..
she still needs you by her side when she need to talk to someone..


hope youll be safe and healthy always..
youll always be in my heart..

love, your grandchild

Hard times of life when family comes together..

sup peeps.. havent update in a long time..

well.. my lifes not been pretty great so far..
theres up and downs..

my brother just came like 2 weeks ago..
and you all know how big bros are right..
pain in the ass.. yea..

well.. since he came.. my dad changed alot..
its like he sudenly became good.. in a bad way that is..
and hes like blaming me for things i didnt do..
and he took away my room.. n my stuff..
and made me sleep with my younger bro..
and my lil bro has been learning lots of bad stuff from my big bro..

since my bro came.. me and my dad has not been in good terms..
coz he thinks i tought my lil bro most of the bad stuff..

bad thing is my drums been moved out.. my guitars been moved out.. i dont even have a decent place to study.. and worst thing is.. ARGUED WITH MY DAD ALOT..
cant wait for my bro to stay in campus.. its better for him there..

15th May

anyways.. had chapel yesterday.. and the preacher preached bout prayer.. not only adults can pray for people.. young kids can move mountains too.. then he called up for anyone who need prayer.. well.. i felt convicted so i went up.. coz the day before that.. had a conversation with my dad.. and he wants me to forgive him.. i didnt know what to do.. so i prayed but i cant forgive my dad that easily..

then when the preacher prayed for me.. i could forgive my dad easily.. well thanks to the grace of God.. so now i hope that my relationship with my dad will get better.. gotta keep praying everyday now.. (:

well.. thats pretty much about it.. simple update..

GRC leadership camp is coming up soon.. cant wait..
heard lotsa freaky stuff happened last year.. so realy looking forward to going on this camp.. (:

oo ya.. HAPPY TEACHERS DAY..
happy teachers day to all the supervisors in GRC.. have a great day..

cheers..

have i just woken up from a dream..?

havent update in a long while..

dont really have much time to online now..

and had a pretty rough week so far..

well.. this post is gonna go out for someone out there..

just to let you know.. i cant wait any longer..

i keep having doubts on certain things..

i still do miss you.. i still love you..

but.. its time to let go..

im sorry..

its like ive just woke up from a fairy tale dream..

so beautiful and happy moments..

all the memories.. the joy we shared..

but now its all gone..

disappeared right before my eyes..

i still remember when you were there beside me..

now all thats left for me is a reminiscence of time..

its hard to say this but.. ive lost my feelings..

and ive got to move on..

its okay if you dont reply my msg..

or answer my call.. i dont mind..

and my last msg.. was my last goodnight..

goodbye..

David Archuleta's Barriers is kinda like wat goes around my situation now..

the words just sinks in to me..

Well, I don't know how to say this right
And the words got me chokin'
I keep hittin' this wall
It's never gonna fall
And we're still broken
This mountain we've been trying to climb
It's never ending
Just can't do nothing
Gotta do something
'Cause if we don't open up our eyes
We're just pretending

Well, there's a time for givin' up
Didn't want to have to say it
All we doin' is building walls
And now there's too many barriers

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers

Just too many barriers
That we keep running into
Been tryin', but we just can't break through
I know I'm gonna keep wishing I was with you
But we just gotta stop

tormented by my thoughts..

everyone has a problem with relationships..
even a guy who has been with many girls still has problems being in a relationship..
even though you know how to win a girls heart.. you still dont know how to be loyal to them..

im feeling the exact way right now..
i dont know if i can take it any longer..
i keep having doubts that u dont really love me anymore..
its like your trying to avoid me..
i know.. im stupid to think that way..
but i cant help it..

i cant stand crying at night.. just thinking bout you..
i cant stand the hurt.. the pain.. inside of me..

cutting myself doesnt make any difference..
i bleed but all the pain is still inside me..
choking me.. killing me slowly..

been emo this past few days..
i just want to know whether u still have feelings for me..
i miss hearing your voice..
now when i call you.. all i hear is the receiver.. beeping.. total silence..
i miss talking to you.. i miss being with you..

ill still wait for you no matter what happens..

just to let you know.. i love you with all my heart..
dont want you to dissapear from my life..

A Twist In My Story

Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down
It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just break the silence

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling
I'm feeling inspired
My world just flips, turned upside down
It turns around, say what's that sound
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder
My heart beat, is stronger than ever
I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
That's what you get
When you see your life through someone else's eyes
That's what you get, that's what you get

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I Love You.. <3