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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

What a weekend

hey, wassup..

updates, updates on what i did during the weekend..

well, its been a hectic, rough, depressing, lousy, fun week i suppose..

so on Saturday, i went to the Music Room's Music Unwind students recitals. they were good for beginners. then after that chatted around, nick was amazingly open minded and proposed some stuff for Emmanuel. probably we could get the band to perform there and maybe bring Chris to start his magic business there. :D if he wants to that is.

so after the recital, i went to curve for dinner at Marché with my parents. it was Earth Hour during dinner so the restaurant was dark and still i enjoyed my dinner. was supposed to head to Sunway for earth hour and went to battle of the bands but parents had things on so i went with them instead. from what i heard ; "once upon a time there was a sausage name bob" won. :D

check the pictures out here.. EarthHour2010-botb

Then on Sunday did nothing much, just stoned to death. so Sunday came and passed and then Monday came. We Bend Pink Forks, yea its We Bend Pink Forks now ; had our first practice with our own composed song. it turned out rusty cause no one got the hang of it. so there's another one next week.

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our website is still under construction and so is our Facebook fan page. once we've recorded some tracks, then a Facebook group page and Myspace page will be created and all the pages will be open for all..

do subscribe to us to get updates and info's on our band. its still under construction though so yea. just follow and receive updates. "We Bend Pink Forks" click please.

we need a bassist and female lead singer. (:

you can also mail us at: contact@webendpinkforks.com

so yea.. thats pretty much about it.. (:
support indie bands for Malaysia..

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okay, enough ranting about my band. Tuesday and today ain't such a good day. i just doubt stuff, but i hope it will never happen. i hope that things i doubted wouldn't come true. and that Shanice, she isn't there when i need to spill something out on her. now its overflowing and i'm almost drowned. where are you! O:

sigh.. well, life is hard ain't it. if it was so easy, it ain't life then.
anyways, love the one who love you the most. you can never find another person like them no more. love the one that doesn't love you back too.. cause thats all you can do, no matter how hard and hurtful it is.







i didn't like today..


cheers.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

"We Bend Forks"

click icon above please.. :D





hey guys.. it's been long since I've updated.

well, i was supposed to update on how my term break went. it went pretty good. (:

got to see Bell on the first day of term break, it was a Saturday (14th March) we went to visit my dad. then she went to sleep over at Denise's place on Sunday till Wednesday. Met them up on Wednesday (17th march) and we headed to Suria KLCC with some bunch of people that i don't really know, but they were pretty awesome. :D

Met Josh, Reika and Gabriel. whoa! Gab is so freakin' tall i tell you. taller than me by a head. O:
so we went and walked around, fooled around, headed to the art center and watched Valentine's Day. i know, it's March and I'm watching Valentines Day. I'm so freaking outdated man. so yea, sent Bell home had dinner and went back. awesomely tiring day. it was worth it. :D

Saturday, (20th march) went to Bells place in the morning. she was still asleep. aww, my retarded girls still asleep. :D then grandma went to wake her up. i wanted to wake her up but, oh well, plan failed. :D
so we were supposed to VLOG and watch Phobia 2 and went to church but instead ; we talked, cam-whored. and the stinking DVD player broke. so we went to watch Alice In Wonderland "Almost Alice" :D
went to gardens around 1pm. bought ticks and walked around for a while. the movie overall was great, but story line was to short. anyways, i didn't really bother bout the movie, main thing was to keep Bells comfortable and warm. :D
went back around 5 after Bells shopped for stuff and got her Aunty Anne's.

so yea that was it. what i did during holiday break. well, its more than that but ain't gonna tell you what i do all the time right. xD

this week was a tiring day. Malysian History report was annoyingly hard. managed to get it done anyways. got my new phone after three months of waiting. :D LALALA~~

say hello to the new GW525 Callisto..

Goodbye KF310



On Friday (26th March), went to Bells Place to say goodbye. she went back to JB. ): then went out with Alex "Baldy". and went back around 10 or 11. can't remember.. to high. :P

and finally got band members with Chris. still looking for a lead singer (female) and we named our band "We Bend Forks" awesome eh..
oh yea.. my Facebook friends reached up to 666. awesome number eh. xD



well, i guess thats all. ill try to update more if i can. just been busy and stuff.
anyways, if there's any questions u like to ask, u can head to my Formspring.me just ask whatever you like. :D
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cheers..

have a great weekend and happy Easter.




Juliet I'll save you, they tryin' to tell you how to feel;
this love is difficult, but its real.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

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Whatdya wanna know. :D http://formspring.me/kjamesrox

Friday, March 19, 2010

Misguided Ghost




hey.. whats up..

its March 19. Its a Friday. I'm just gonna update on a little bit of this and that and somewhere in between the lines of what happened this week. oh and yea, there's a reason why i posted up the pic above.

Sunday, went to church. its called New Life Sanctuary. its a nice church ; small, cozy, friendly congregations.
its been long since i went to Sunday mass. met new youths, great kids.. :D mom wants to put me in their hip hop class, since i couldn't attend one with kelvin last time. yea, i church hop.

after church i went to bells place for a while, then went to visit dad in the hospital. yea dad was in the hospital.. then had dinner at bells place. we ordered McD's.

Monday and Tuesday did nothing much. stoned at home.. :D

Wednesday went to KLCC with Bells, Denise, Gab, Josh, Reika and some other peeps that i not know off. and on Thursday i slept my ass off cause i was pissed..

anyways.. back to the original topic. the picture above, what do you see?
all i see is a guy who doesn't care about his father. i used to be like that, my real family was my friends.
but what i learned on Sunday was wealth. you aren't wealthy if you only have lots of money, but you are wealthy when you have a great family beside you all the time.

there was a story during the service.

there was a man who was very rich and he had a child, his one and only son. he could buy gifts for his son without thinking twice. whatever the son wanted, he got it. whatever the son asks, it was on his table.
the father could throw him a party that worth's thousands and thousands of dollars, but the saddest part was, the boy couldn't spend time with the father. the man said,

"Boy, you can only have an hour of my time every week. the rest of the time, ask your mom to talk, play, entertain you etc. don't disturb me"

and the only time that the kid could talk to his dad was once a week at the dinner table on random days.

is that wealth, when you cant even spend time with your dad..?

wealth isn't really about money, no it never was. wealth is about passion towards you loved ones, the great families you have. and since my dad went into hospital. i learned to love him more each day. who knows when he might leave right. I'm still so young, just 17. what am i gonna do if he wasn't there. i still have so much to learn, so much to know about, so much to tell him.

so all you people out there.. love your old man, even if it kills. you never know when will be the last time you tell him you love him. could be tomorrow, could be the next day, could be now when your reading this post. you'll never know.

Bells helped me alot in this situation though, and i dearly love her for that. she was there for me during my ups and downs. when i was mad, she told me the truth, and it didn't hurt.. it was better.

tell you old man you love him.

have a great day.

cheers.



when i said i don't mind, i really do
i just didn't wanna upset you;
when i said its okay, it never was
all of this i did, was out out of love
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I'm Going To The GATSBY Deodorant Streetfair :D


HEY YOU! YEAH YOU!


Guess what.. GATSBY is having its deodorant street fair.. :D

so if you think your sticky and stinky all the time.. re-freshen up yourself at this awesome event..
details below..

  • Date: 17th April 2010 (Wednesday)
  • Time: 10 A.M till 5 P.M
  • Venue: Front Foyer, Ground Floor, Berjaya Times Square, Kuala Lumpur.

so mark your calender's.. and be sure to have an awesome 7 hours of your life. (:

  • there's gonna be a lucky draw contest and loads of various cool gadgets and gismos that worth's up to RM15,000 for grabs. O: my oh my.. that's ALOT!
  • thers gonna be games and activities too, such as; sumo wrestling (in an air bag suits!) xD, gladiator battles and other fun-tasticly addictive games that can be found in major fun fair attractions. :D

i dont know about you but, im excited.. :D after a hard days of fun at the fair. i cant wait to get my hands on one of the deodorant sprays.. re-freshen up myself..

anyways.. i won't hesitate if i were you. check out the site www.gatsby.com.my/streetfair
ill be seing you guys there then.. :D
were gonna have FUN FUN FUN!!



cheers..

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Remenisence, It kills..

March 11, yeap its a usual day for me ; wake up, school, come back, either out for sports or sleep or my usual movie marathon, online, sleep again.

well, march 10th wasn't a normal day, today wasn't a normal day. i don't know but ive been feeling a little lot more sucky than any usual day.

school was bullshit today. i don't know why but it feels, different. while i was waiting for my car to arrive, thought about what kelvin told me the other day he said...
"you know, when we dont have someone to text we'll feel bored, but if we have someone to text, we'll feel annoyed"
it might not make sense but, it made sense to me.. i some sort of way..
i don't know why, i think of the past more often now. i don't want to but its like im not controlling my mind.

well.. i seriously don't know what to think.. what to do.. what to say.. im stuck, in the middle of nothing. im falling an endless fall. drifting apart, further and further. i want to come back.

i just want you to be there. i hate it when people asked me how am i with you, and i have to fake a smile and say "were good".

most of my friends say their jealous to see me and you posting pictures of ourselves. im lucky to have someone like you. i really am. but your so much better for me.. im just a kid who lives in a normal house. whose dad only owns one landed property, who owns one car. a mom that has an average job and a normal housewife.

well.. all i can say is.. Bells.. you know that i love you very much, and i dont want you to disappear, dont want you to lose from my sight. your special, i mean it. i can say it from my heart and my tummy will tingle when i say it. whatever it is, im trying to make it work between us. everything i ever did, was for you. i love you girl.




it doesnt make sense, but it will sooner or later




xx

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Back At One :D

hello mello the names Kello Jello Bello yo~

its been long since i last update, say around erm... *looks back at post* two weeks or so.. yea.. O:

well, new updates for this week.. :D
went to the museum to get information and do researches and look at artifacts for our report regarding to the history of Malaysia. O: its really hard and you need to do a presentation on power point. thank God i had a great team members.

team members were;
  • leader - Sapphy
  • Assistant - Esther
well, the rest doesn't matter. xD it was a boring yet fun day cause of the cam-whoring and the cam-whore's. :D

did a jump shot. awesome yet retarded

seriously, i looked super weird.. xD


and yea.. so that was pretty much that was fun during the whole week.

and also Shanie was a great person to talk to when your pissed or down and even shitty all around. ;D we did stupid drawings.. and yea.. Chowder fail sial..

An Awesome Failure


and also yea, i wrote another song. gonna get members for me and chris' soon to be established band. :D

and yea.. inspiration for meh new songs from Alyssa Bernal. :D great singer..
so far i've wrote three songs now. wont post lyrics up here cause dont really wanna show the peepz.. *stealers*

yea the titles are; Memories, She Was Once Unknown, and 27th November ;D

so basically those were the things i did *excluding going out* the entire week. pretty much awesome lah~

and i cant wait for next week. Bells coming down. cant wait to see my love. :D i miss her so much. cant wait to hold you in my arms dear. ♥

aight then.. will update soon.. cheers..
this sat.. going to watch alice in wonderland. :D



One - Your like a dream come true
Two - Just wanna be with you
Three - Girl its plain to see
That you're the only one for me




i lve you