isnt she just beautiful ♥

isnt she just beautiful :D

anyways.. happy anniversary hun..

love you lots.. posted the post on our page.. (:


i ♥ you



click here please "click"

Insomniac depression

It's close to four in the morning. I'm still awake. Why..?

as time flies by, I'm sitting here in my room all alone. Thinking of you. I miss you. I miss your voice. I can't sleep. Counting sheep's used to help, but now it doesn't have any effect.

I know last night was my fault. I can clearly see that I was wrong. I was pissed because i thinked of something. I didn't wanna think. It just came to my mind like a gun that was shot right trough my head without me even realising that im already dead. And because of what i thinked, it made you pissed. I'm sorry

when you called i didn't wanna talk. i rejected your call, so i said talk online. there's a reason why i wanted to talk online though. before you called, you replied me kinda late, and then to see that you were having conversations with Malcolm made me pissed and jealous. i know I'm freaking childish. how stupid of me. I'm sorry

then you called saying that you cant talk before bed. i blamed you. again im sorry

now I'm looking at my phone, pondering at the words you said
"we still can text"
but i dont know what to text out. i just want you, beside me. i was waiting maybe you'll text first. im still waiting. as i pace my room trying to tire myself. i still cant fall asleep babe. i need you.
your voice is my lullaby, you telling me how your day went is my bedtime story. I miss you.

my heart is aching and I'm tired, but I'm still awake. why am i so obsessed with you? why am i so emotional?

the words to end this blog are the same words that i text you as i try to fall asleep..

I Love You Babe.


♥

ClickNetwork

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its clicknetwork.tv. A Singaporean online web show.. (: something like iCarly but its from Singapore..

there's fifteen shows to choose from. It's a great place to waste time, yea.. (:

well, im not really updated on this kinda stuff though. yesterday my sweetheart asked me to watch a video from this channel. I got hooked to it. Nuffsaid. :D

so this is a review on some of the shows they have there like the popular ones like; Chick vs. Dick, Numbnuts, Crack Comedy, The Shan And Rozz Show, etc. etc. they even have an Asia news channel its called, News Asia on The Net. sounds fun eh.. well your fun is just a click away. :D
there's five types of genre's to be chosen from. there's reality, comedy, lifestyle, talk, and scoop.

anyways, i don't think i can post up a video. I might get sued for that or something i think. O:

so yea.. just click on the big icon above, and your happiness is just a click away. :D
or you can click on one of the following icons at the bottom









cheers..

:D

Happy Birthday Sarah

Happy Birthday Sarah!

sweet 16 now eh..? getting older every year. haha :D

well, overall, you've been a great friend. a friend that will listen to another friends unending blabbers of emo-ness. its great knowing you despite the fact that im not Zac Efron or Taylor Lautner, you still talk to me. Haha. xD

anyways, have a great birthday. sweet 16 ain't hard to live with girl. I remember when i first turned 16. chaotic rampage. haha.. xD
yea.. that's pretty much about it. :D
cheers.. happy birthday..

P/S; sorry stole the pic.. teehee! xD

sincerely yours..
from ker to satay! ;D

Happy Birthday Wendy

Happy Birthday Wendy!

well.. I've known you for a year now. you've been like a lill sis to me, but i don't bully you, it's always the other way round. >.<

haha.. well, all i can say is with "with great oldness comes great responsibility". haha. xD
and yea, I'll get you your Starbucks for your birthday. :D

have a great birthday bash. enjoy your young life while it lasts.. (:

sincerely yours..
keiffer james.. (:

I'm So Lost Without You

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.........I'm lying alone with my head on the phone,
Thinking of you till it hurts..
.........I wish i could carry your smile in my heart,
For times when my life felt so low..
.........I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you.
I'm all out of love, what am i without you?



I don't know how to start. I just feel like there's something inside of me that i cant let go off.



Do you know how it feels like when there's so many things to think about, until you couldn't think of anything anymore. It's just like, there's so many things piling up in my mind like;School, after school life, Isabell. Yeah, all that, especially Isabell. I just miss her a lot. It's like i have 'Obsessive-compulsive disorder' and shes the obsession i have towards.


By the way Bells..
When we talked on the phone, i wanted to tell you something, but i dont know how to put the words together. I just feel so weird talking to you yesterday. I don't know why..


Anyways..
Have you ever cried for no reason? Do you get sad suddenly? Do you think of things that might happen in the future? Well, i seriously cant think straight now. Cant sleep well for two nights now.
I don't know why..

Okay, i mean, who gives a damn about what i wanna say here right. I just feel shitty for some reason. I cant even type out what i want to say.

I seriously cant think of what to let out. Its still inside of me but i don't know what is it.
All i know is i miss her alot. Cant sleep when i think of her. it comes out as another thought obtuseness of preposterous thinking.

*sigh* Bells, i just miss you a lot..




♥

Why I Like It Longer (:

Why I Like It Longer.. hmm.. lemme think..

well.. LONGER is definately better right.. i wish i had something long..
and i like long because mine isnt that long.. heh.. wait.. what were you thinking huh...?
im talking bout my hair lar.. ON MY HEAD! O:

well.. new trend is in.. the LONG trend.. LONG is the new black.. its the new hip to the hop.. its the new thingy-na-ma-jiggy.. yea.. everyone loves long..

i mean.. i wanna be long.. im not long enough.. ):



yea.. as you can see.. im short.. not long.. ):

well.. since long is the new thing.. even SpongeBob is into it.. i mean come on! ): cut me some slack.. D:


so.. the new LG BL40 is long and slick and HOT! thats why i like it longer.. i can have long calls.. long text's and long long movies on it.. even the Navis likes it.. coz they're long.. O:


like seriously.. chicks dig long stuff.. and yea.. with the sweet hot and sexay LG BL40.. my relationship with my girl will be extra long because of the long long calls were gonna have with it.. i mean.. yea.. i love the phone.. not her.. haha.. xD *dont kill me babe O:*



and yea.. my old phone isnt long enough.. and i cant impress my girlfriend with a normal phone and a QWERTY key phone.. yea.. the QWERTY is not long enough too.. ):


as you can see.. all my phones are LG's.. and it doesnt satisfy me coz its not long enough yet.. sadly..
till i laid my eyes on the LG BL40.. *haaaleeelujah~~~*

so.. thats the reasons on why i like it longer.. :D cheers..

Thats why i like it longer.. :D

Cyanide And Happiness

just a random post on cyanide and happiness..

dont really know what to post.. so here's some pics.. (:


well.. yea.. some of em' are pretty much lame.. but its funny if your trying to kill time..




click for Cyanide and Happiness..

or you can just check out explosm.net.. theres other fun stuff there too.. (:

heres a clip.. check it out.. (:



so yea.. that was my random post..
btw.. be sure to check out my post for The LG competition..

love much.. laters.. xD

Happy Birthday Ms Cath :D

Happy Birthday Ms. Cath..

You've been a great supervisor and friend.. (:
Well.. first day of GRC for me wouldnt have been the same if u werent around.. or if i didnt get to know you.. you've been a good listener and person to talk to.. and share photography info's about.. thanks for helping me with my works and spiritual life.. and thanks for letting me play for Friday chapel service when i was like still a "new fish out of the water".. xD

i know sometimes Ive been a "bad" student.. but yea.. everyone makes mistakes too right.. or bad stuff.. o.O heh.

anyways.. hope you'll have a great birthday this year.. and sorry if ever troubled you in a way or didn't listen to you when u were trying to tell me something and make me a better person.. :D

have a superb birthday this year.. and hopefully i wont give you much stress in time.. xD
take care.. and have a blessed birthday.. (:

P/S: oh yea.. sorry for stealing the pic.. :P

sincerely yours..
keiffer james.. (:

When Will I See You Again.. (: ♥

bell's Story to fer.. ♥ :D

updates.. (:

so.. Sunday was Bell's Birthday.. (: she went Genting with her family on saturday.. i couldn't follow cause i was out with my parents the whole day.. she called me during the evening.. and asked whether i can go Genting.. i was surprised.. and yea.. i wanted to go.. but i was in Bangsar.. ):
so i talked to aunt "Jessica Loo".. ^^ asked her whether i could bring Bell out or not.. and she said.. "why not you come for dinner also?" i was like.. xD *constipated face of excitement*

so yea.. i went to her place.. then her mom wanted to bath so she dropped us in Amcorp Mall to shop.. *nothing to shop there xD* went Secret Recipe and had a closure moment with Belly.. :D
her bro came and pick us up.. Kenny damn lala wei.. xD his GF was there too.. we went to Pavilion then and had Michelngelo's for dinner.. pictures all with Bell.. lemme steal some and post here.. xD ngehehe..

Bells ate this.. (:

I had this.. :D

her family.. i look retarded.. ):

gave bells this.. :D

inside the choco box was this.. :D

Inside the Square Box was this.. :D

oh yea.. i gave her a ring too.. ): it couldn't fit her cute lil' petite fingers.. im gonna get another one for her.. xD ngehehe.. i pamper her to much.. :P ♥

well.. thats about sunday.. (: a great time celebrating Bell's Birthday.. and im happy that shes happy.. it was great to hug you again.. i wish i could still see you tomorrow.. ):
i wished Sunday, yesterday, and today.. time would pass slowly.. ):
im gonna miss you a lot dear.. like.. ALOT!

well.. Valentines day's coming soon.. (: hope you'll like my surprise.. ^^ *shh.. im workin on it*

When will I see you again..?
When will we share precious moments..?
Will I have to wait forever..?
Will our hearts beat together..? :D

When will I see you again Babe..? ♥