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Sunday, January 31, 2010

Happy Birthday Bell ♥



It's January 31st.. (: It's Bells Birthday.. well.. yea.. theres other peeps birthday too.. but i dont care.. (: all i know is.. It's HER day! and im gonna make her happy..

Well.. this post goes to you Hun.. (:



Ive known you for quite sometime.. yea.. and it feels like we just got together yesterday.. (: i love everything about you.. i could list all the things and i dont think it'll end.. (: you just make me smile whenever im down.. and i thank you for that.. you make me inspire if i dont have the inspiration.. you make me feel motivated when im emoing myself like a mad man who just lost a billion bucks.. you put the "Bell" in my life to wake me up from an endless dreams of fantasy and place me in a realm of reality with me and you.. i just love you.. so.. so.. much.. (:

I wish i was there in Genting with you now.. i just wished that i was home when your mom asked me if i wanted to follow.. regreted going out today.. but heck.. ill still get to see you tomorrow.. (:
Still get to feel the warmth of your hug.. and i dont care how long i get to see you.. make it 5 minutes or 5 years.. it doesnt matter as long as i get to be with you.. (:

I hope you like the gift i got you.. and no.. no matter how hard you ask me about the price.. im not gonna say.. (:
All you know is that you'll kill me if i told you..

Well.. i hope you'll have a great time tomorrow.. or if your reading this after we went out.. i hope you had a great time.. i know im gonna spend my time tomorrow without letting you out of my sight.. ^^

I Love You Isabell.. you are my only one..



HAPPY BIRTHDAY


sincerly yours..
keiffer james barry..
xoxo..



Sunday, January 24, 2010

Garh!! Wanna Know Why You're Fat..?




Garh! yea.. Garh! Internet has been crayzeeee lately.. its like.. freaking slow.. i think something happened to the connection due to thunderstorm or something.. yea..
so im freaking frustrated.. i cant go in my cafe world.. i cant go in FaceBook.. i cant even like load a web page that's like really really really small.. ):

anyways.. im gonna make a review on great stuff in this post.. you wanna know why your fat.. yeah im talking about you.. (: check this out.. "This Is Why You're Fat"

im not dissing or anything.. but the food in that page is awesome.. here's some pictures.. (:

this is a Caramel Bacon Popcorn.. i know it sounds weird.. but it looks good.. its bacon and popcorn.. what can be better.. right.. (:

i mean.. the food is super awesome.. it looks super great.. its like.. mouth drooling kinda thing you know..

and on the right.. that's a Cheesy Wiener.. its a bacon wrapped hot dog topped with a pork sausage cheese dipped and dice jalapenos.. haha.. crazy food.. im hungry.. o.O


yea.. heres a erm.. Thai Sundae Bun.. only available in thailand.. (:








and here we have a Smotuary..its one layer of marshmallows, a layer of reese's peanut butter cups, another layer of marshmallows sandwiched between to s'more pop-tarts topped in chocolate sauce.. whee!~ its heaven on earth.. xD


this is a Dessertwich.. its a chocolate chip cookies covered in chocolate and nuts sandwiching coffee icecream..


*drools* okay.. im seriously getting hungry now.. im gonna get a bite.. (: will update more soon.. Internets being sucky again..
just check out the site aight..

"This Is Why You're Fat"

and enjoy all you want.. they have their own twitter page and facebook fan page too.. so follow them if you want a nasty awesome fantastically deliciously fattening meal.. (:

anyways.. im out..
cheers.. blog soon.. and yea.. check out for my post on the Nuffnang Competition on "Why I Like It Longer"

peace out..


im freaking hungry..
i could eat myself and disappear.. xD



Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Why Do I Have To Scream!

"i wanna scream till theres no voice left to scream out"


Life Sucks.. can you agree on that.. well.. join the freaking club..

this week has been horrible for me.. i mean.. literally sucks the life out of you.. it gets worst every moment.. way to go 2010.. u made my life suck..

u know.. one thing i hate about this world is hypocrites.. yeah im talking bout you dude! just please shut that damn mouth of yours already.. your worst than a chicken butt! i know im not perfect and i dont hide it.. but you dont have to tell the whole world right.. and boast like your perfect.. you know.. some of your friends were right about you.. your just a sad little kid who's stuck in a life of lies.. urgh! u make me sick..
and another thing is.. u blame me for your actions.. hah! and u think that u never did any of those mistake.. the reason i shut my freakin mouth was because i know i was wrong.. unlike u arrogant little dumb boastful bitch.. yea.. i call u bitch cause u aint got no balls for a guy..
you wanna take it on the streets like a man fist to fist on your freakin face.. i dont mind.. ill be happy to bash em up for you..

im trying really hard not to hurt myself.. im trying really hard not to cry.. im trying hard to hold all the four letter words back as im typing and bashing this freaking keyboard! u know how it hurts.. wait.. i forgot.. u dont care.. u only care for yourself.. theres no use talking right..
so might as well blog about it.. like you would care.. u never do..

urgh! it sickens me seeing you..

why does this world have to be so unfair..? why is it so cruel..? why is life so freaking hard..? its hard enough already in school.. and now here..? piss off dude!

hmm.. im sorry Bell that i let it all out on you.. i didnt mean to.. and i dont want to.. but shit happens.. i couldnt help it.. i mistreated you.. your not supposed to be the girl that i let my anger and hate and misery to.. im sorry.. i dont know how i got this way.. i know that its not alright.. so ill try change..

i dont know whats worth fighting for.. i dont know why i have to scream.. i dont know why i instigate and say what i dont mean.. now im clutching my cure.. tiglhtly lock my door.. i try to catch my breath again.. i dont wanna scream but i cant help it.. i gotta let it out.. its like gonna burst from my lungs.. i need you babe.. ): i love you..




you like to think like your never wrong..
you have to act like you someone..
man.. your so trippin.. get a life..





Sunday, January 17, 2010

Everybody Wants To Know Her Name



Hey guys.. so whats up.. been long since I've updated.. well.. kinda lazy actually to update.. nothing much to update apart from weekly stuffs.. apart from the fireman's.. xD

So.. nothing much happened the past few weeks.. just freaking bored.. went out with parents.. went to school.. hanged out.. slept.. all those stuff..

Anyways.. 10 more days till 27th.. (:
A special day for me.. heh.. and no its not Esther's birthday.. xP
Its the "Fer & Bell holding hands together" thingy.. day..

Well.. Ive made up my mind.. only to update on Sunday.. reason is cause i am super free on Sunday.. so yea.. (:

Oh yea.. tomorrows Miin Zher's birthday.. and Brandon Cher too.. happy birthday guys.. hope you'll have a great one.. (:

I kinda miss Justine tho.. got no one to talk to during class time no more.. by the way.. we still haven't go out for happy hour yet.. haha.. xD Grace is still here tho but its kinda different and i don't really wanna disturb her cause shes working in school.. well.. im stuck alone again.. Deniece found a new bf.. haha.. joking.. *dont kill me okay*
Lotsa a mates are gone this year.. most of them went to home school.. i just realize that Chanelle's gone too.. ):
Well.. those days were gone.. a new one is here.. but sometimes new things sucks but i still gotta get used to it.. *sigh*

I cant wait for P.E.. im getting fatter everyday Wednesday.. heh..
Oh yea.. Lady Gaga's new album "The Fame Monster" is awesome.. i just got my hands on it.. her new hit single Telephone is awesome.. (:

Anyways.. i don't know what to update on anymore..
Planning to meet dad a.k.a Josh Zenith and head to lookout point and 'lepak' at Al-safa.. ah-pa.. why u stay so far lar..
And yea.. Jason too.. maybe going to Sunway and hit the clubs with him.. if Bell let lar.. (:

So yea.. that's pretty much about it lar.. Belly's birthdays in two more weeks.. cant wait to see her.. heh.. (:

Aight.. i gotta go.. slept late last night.. needs more sleep for tmr..
Update again next Sunday peepz..
Cheers..


hooked on..
McFlys - Room On The Third Floor



she was all i thought about..
the girl i couldn't live without..




Thursday, January 14, 2010

Late Night Alarm



hey.. hows it going guys.. (:
just a quick update..
ill be updating my whole week on sunday kay.. :D

yea.. so.. just now.. a firetruck came to my house in the middle of the night.. it was awesome.. never seen one up close before..

so reason why they came.. my dad called them up coz theres a bee hive on the tree infront of our house.. haha.. what a great dad.. xD


haha.. anyways.. yea.. update soon.. gotta do work.. cheers.. (:

Monday, January 4, 2010

New Beginning..




Hey peeps.. (: Happy New Year.. a great 2010 isn't it.. NOT! ):
Well.. its okay in a way.. as long as im with "HER" than its okay.. ^^

Yea.. as a promise to my lovely Isabell Liang a.k.a (HER) that i love alot.. i shall update.. ^^

well basically 2010 started of not with a bang.. it wasn't that good either.. and not to bad.. just okay.. nothing much happened the past week.. (:

YEA!! so back to school for me.. new school looks great.. the building is awesome.. yea.. this is how my school looks.. xD


So whatdya think..? nice eh... totally.. xD

Today in school.. it wasnt much.. just briefing.. lotsa new kids tho.. (:
freshman's.. hahaha.. *EVIL LAUGH*

yea so.. i got nothing much to say.. apart from being sick on the first day of school.. >.<
  • The cafeteria is awesome.. (:
  • The toilet is awesome..
  • The lift is not that awesome.. >.<
  • The class room is okay..
  • The Food is awesome..
  • The Waiting area isnt that awesome..
overall rating id give 6/10.. miss my old school tho.. like ALOT..

i miss the park.. i miss the tennis court.. i miss the walking to seven eleven..
yea.. i miss lotsa stuff.. i miss certain people.. i miss talking to you.. the friendship we had.. i miss that.. ):

well.. its all a new beginning now.. making new friends.. but never replacing the old ones.. so yea.. ill update soon again.. (:

im kinda tired.. so ima sleep.. okay..

have fun.. cheers peeps.. signing off..



i love you.. yes i do..
id be with you..
as long as you want me too..